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Oh Dear, I am Writing From some sketchy Software, I guess this Open Live Writer would be a great resource if I had multiple blogs and needed to crosspost between then, but I don’t think it has much utility for me that is just posting for fun on this site, well, I guess if I were to write something on this post, I am gonna post all the documents on my “whining” folder, you thought I was teenaging angst all over this blog, you haven’t seen teenage angst quite like this, beware, and stay safe. Better to skip this series, for mental health reasons. 

Well, not on this document, I just saw I have more or less fifty five documents of me whining how I want to be a writer and write, instead of... writing the damn things I want to write, this whole blog is me doing the same thing, over and over, well, not quite, this is my personal archive of what was going on in my late teenage years, the whining was a very important part of it, can't separate the bad from the good (not like I have much of that good part, its like a cookie crumb on a dumpster).

So, I will be posting those files as 5 master docs on my series of "Woe is Me".


did they count as journalling? I guess I am more mindful nowadays, at least I know that to keep writing "I am sad that I am not writing" is counter productive, quite sad that it took me the whole year of 2020 to get it together, like the whole April series had the same problem, as soon as I get all the angst out of my system, I will start posting my ideas and planned projects for the future, just gotta get those things out of my system first.

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