4th day of april

 Ha, there is no fourth day of April, I remember that day, and I did write 5k words plus the story, but it didn't even got to midnight of the same day before I deleted that document, it was very cathartic writing those words and I really think that day was crucial for my mental health improving, it doesn't change the fact that if anyone saw those words that I wrote, I would have to die. So, yeah, no 4th day of april, after the days are completed, I have a compilation of all the "Stories" that I had to write alongside the 5k words. The story of this day is there, it's not my best story written and over all I have nothing to say about it.

Dang it...

If you got to read this post, know that I will forever love and cherish you.

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